It's because I keep it real You be comin' back like a drug deal You know I got it here Your money, and your beer You can't even handle the drugs You all over it but you can't even handle the jugs I jump with it I ball with it I got the stash Like you ain't got no cash
Let me break it down for ya
You dig this You want this You can't handle this so let me break it down for ya I got this You dig this shit Because I can handle it I got the deals with the wheels Poppin' on them for reals
With no game left I busted it out like a bank theft I know I got do it to make it I left it there so you take it I waited outside for my home boys I hoped they would roll up with the dough boys I needed the rep to make it all right Because I got the shit that makes it so tight I have the rest here Because I got the best shit here
You dig this You want this You can't handle this So let me break it down for ya You know this You dig this I got somethin' to show for ya I can handle it I got the deals with the wheels Poppin' on them for reals
Mother fucker's wanna act like That I don't think right Just because I don't talk like They do right? I don't give a fuck if I'm a white guy I can rap Just look at that guy He better shut the fuck up before I bust a cap He ain't got shit compared to me He's black And living in a trailer in the old country He just better not turn his back I just might throw up my gun Toss him from side to side And pop him one Right on the inside He can't compare to my rhymes He's old, used and worn out He can't keep up with my times He ain't got a clue what it's about His mom is more of a man than he was She ain't got the shit That he does She can take a hit She can smoke a roll She can take a dime bag And smoke it without a bowl You can tell that bitch was high when she began to nag She was lookin' for a one night stand The washed up whore Fuck the condom, I'll wear a rubberband And fuck her on the floor She knows she want this dick She was beggin for this dick She didn't care where I would stick This big dick I came all over her sweater I knew she would let me I said forget her And I took a pee Right all over her face When she felt it She knew her place Right on her knees in front of it The bitch was enjoying it The fat old black cunt She was rubbing her big tit She can't even front I beat the shit outta her in the back I don't know why Maybe because she's black And because I was high
Fuck with me now I got the illest rhymes And I'll keep comin' back From time to time And I'm not even BLACK.
Missy is lucky she lives nowhere near me, and if she did, I'd follow her everywhere she goes. I'd follow her to the store and back, I would follow her to work. I would wait for her outside, and I would follow her home. I would follow her to her friends houses, and I would follow her to class. I would stare at her, as I do her picture. I would follow her whenever she goes out to eat, and I would eat right next to her. I would follow her to the bank. I would break into her car, and lay in the backseat. I would break into her house, and steal her clothes. I would go into her work, and go into the employee's office. I would call her parents and keep tabs on her. I would call her friends, and ask her where she is. I wouldn't hesitate to tie her up, and fuck her. I wouldn't hesitate to tie her up, and impregnate her. I wouldn't hesitate to shoot myself, if I could do everything. I wish everyone knew, that I wouldn't hesitate to kill them too.
I had this dream about Missy. We ran away together, hand in hand. In my dream, her beautiful, soft lips pressed up against mine, and I was lost in the moment. I admire her in every way possible, and if she were mine, she'd never cry again. I'm in love with her!
I spent all day pondering what our childrens names will be, what our wedding will be like. I came up with ideas!
Our wedding....could be in the most beautiful spot on earth, where peace comes together. She'll be in the most beautiful dress, and I know it'll be perfect. I was hoping it could be near a waterfall. I'll do anything I can for her, we'll buy the perfect house.
I wish I had realized this sooner, before all of this bullshit. I love you, I fell in love with you the moment I heard your voice, it's so angelic. It lifts me up, and carries me. It's my only way to having a great day. You know how you always sing that song, 'Gone Away', by The Offspring. Now that I know you, it doesn't feel like Heaven is so far away. You're my angel, and I wish you knew that sooner. I wish I had calmed down when you asked me to. I didn't mean a word that I said about Jessie. Jessie's not in this, you and I are. I love you, Melissa. You have such a beautiful name. I love you!
Missy refuses to talk to me. She isn't answering my calls. All I do is talk about her, she's amazing. Why shouldn't I fucking talk about her? Her girlfriend is a jealous bitch who needs to lighten the fuck up. She's jealous because nobody sits there and talks about how great she is because she's a BITCH. She can shut the fuck up and mind her fucking business. She's the one who turned Missy the fuck against me. She should take her gothic ass to the fucking store and buy a new look. She isn't pulling the gothic look off too well. It isn't making her cool, or special. No wonder her fucking mother is being a bitch. If my daughter were a gothic cunt, I would hate her too. You can tell Missy is feminine, and she probably is the feminine one in the relationship, Jessie's the bitch.
Jessie's a used and abused wench Anything can hit her Anything ranging from trucker to lawyer Just look at her mother She's in the backseat at the law firm Getting real firm with the janitors nuts Just look at the bitches perm And all her bruises with cuts You know she's getting laid by every mail man And every milk man at her door Up against the fan Or on the floor Jessie's the only town slut I know Getting hit left and right Collecting no dough She's the center of attention at every bar fight She lacks any ability To become pretty And everytime you see her she's all shitty And she gets even more bitchy What the hell you got to say to that bitch? What? That wasn't enough for you? I should have killed you and left you in a ditch Maybe Missy would find you You're a washed up dog Look at the necklace! It's your collar! Talking shit on tBlog If you got something to say, give me a holler Every man has given you plenty I don't see how it's any different Your cum tank is on empty I guess that's how you pay rent. You dirty bitch.
I'm writing this out of complete and total boredom. I was just sitting up in my room, and I had nothing else to do. I had already spoken to Missy, so I thought I would post.
I've had a pretty good start to the week. It's been quiet, which I love the quiet. It's odd really. I love my radio blasting, but when people talk to loud, I hate it. I hate anything social, except talking on the phone. Missy is the only person I feel like talking to on the phone. I called her a few minutes ago, she sounded so tired. I don't know if I woke her up, or if she was just tired. Either way, she sounded out of it. The poor girl. She needs her rest, so I told her I would let her go. I'm calling her in the morning, so I can tell her about everything that happened.
My friend Tanner is obnoxious. I hate when people yell instead of speaking normally. I hate when people talk to me about living happily ever after. I'm a miserable person, except when I talk to Missy. Whenever we talk, she makes me smile. She's a great friend. She's the best friend in the world. I wouldn't give our friendship up for anything. I might call her back in a few, I really need to talk to her. She's the only person who understands. She just sits there and listens to me talk about stupid things. It's very nice to have someone like that to talk to. I always have a lot to vent about, whether it be family, girls, friends, and other random topics. She's so fun to talk to. I hope she doesn't get mad when I call her back. She's just the person I turn to. Missy is great. I'll say that out loud and clear. Missy is the best friend a guy could have. I made a collage out of her pictures. It looks awesome. It has this firey background that I drew, because I love drawing. I put pictures around and with hearts. I didn't want anyone to think I had this specific raging hate for her. I'll never hate Missy, not as long as I live. I put down towards the bottom, Sammy & Missy BFF. She's my best friend. She's great!!!!! Everyone likes to point out that I always talk about Missy. I really don't think I do, I might be blind though. I just like talking about my best friend. She's my true friend, and she's a great friend. She's the most interesting girl I've ever met. Gotta go!
I'm having a great day so far. As soon as I woke up, I gave Missy a call to wish her a Happy Easter, she said the same to me. We talked for maybe a few more minutes, then I took a shower. I had breakfast, then my family came over for a little bit. I got some money, and tons of candy. I'm happy. I hope Missy had a good day, she sounded kinda grouchy. She told me that she didn't want to talk to me right now. I figured it was because it was early. I feel bad.
My cousin is coming over for dinner, so pretty soon I have to help my mom out and make dinner. I'm extremely bored right now. I was debating on calling Missy again, I hope she's happier. I think I'll call her again after I finish this.
First of all, I had a fight with my girlfriend over something really stupid, and I broke up with her. I'm done with her shit, she's being the biggest bitch. She says I spend too much time talking to other girls and shit. She spends all of her time talking to other guys, she was even out all night with my best friend once. Yeah, I can trust you. Fuck her anyways, she never cared. The bitch expected me to buy her everything she wanted, so fuck that.
Second, I called Missy up, and I freestyled for her. She said I was good, because she's pretty good at it herself, so I asked her opinion. I'm calling her up later, after she's done babysitting. She has a cute voice, and she's cool to talk to. She's probably the easiest to talk to. My friends here suck.
Third, I had a fight with my friend Corey. The dickhead was all asking me if he can call up my ex girlfriend and ask her out. Yeah, fuck you Corey. You asshole. I wanted to throw my fucking chair at his head. What kind of fucking friend is that? That's bullshit.
Fourth, I called into work and apparently they're over-staffed for today. I'll be sitting here waiting for this fucked up day to go by faster. I'm broke, I need something to fucking do. I wish I could call Missy up right now. She's awesome, she's the nicest person to me. Yay Missy!!!!!
So far, a great day. Tomorrow I'm coloring eggs with my little cousins. That should be fun. My family is coming over on Easter morning, we're all having breakfast. We're having an easter egg hunt for the little ones. That should be cute. I get the pleasure of hiding the eggs. I like Easter....the candy mostly. Today was a long, but good day. I spent most of the day reading an interesting book. Murder...is awesome. I watched some horror movies, by myself. I ate like a pig, went for a run outside. It's been nice so far. I love running, so I figured, why not! Also, my friend Jay stopped by. We played some wrestling games. You gotta love wrestling. I can't say I'm a huge fan of it on tv, but I like it. It can get annoying though. It's funny watching the girls wrestle. I'm not saying women can't wrestle. I just think the whole hair pulling thing is funny. I know women can fight, so don't take that the wrong way. Jesus, I could get my ass kicked instantly by a woman. I have this Eminem song stuck in my head, so I decided to add it to my blog. I know Missy hates Eminem, but I know she likes that song. So, I did her a favor by adding a song she likes! [b]Yay Missy!!![/b]
I'm finally back, for my tBlog friends. I've missed you all very much, and as for recent news. I'm...well....not so insane anymore. Though, pain is an awesome feeling.
[b]::Missy::[/b] I've missed you, a lot. Ever since that one conversation we had, I've been wondering if you've been allright. I'll always be here for you, I wish I were there. I appreciate you, and everything you've done. I look up to you, more than anyone. Never change. I hope you and Jessie last forever.
[b]::Andrew::[/b] You're an extremely nice guy, and it seems you have a lot going for you. Good luck, and have a nice and safe trip.
[b]::Renee::[/b] I'm happy for you and Theo. I admire for independent you are, and how forgiving. Never lose those qualities.
[b]::Dan::[/b] You always look back, and go back to your girlfriend. You are better than that. You are a great guy. Look towards that light, not the one behind you.
[b]::Joleen:: [/b] I must say, you are an extremely outspoken person, and I love it. It brings out your true character, and I hope you get everything you want.
[b]::Cleo::[/b] You are a great person, and it's good how you defend what you believe in. Don't let anybody drag you down. I'll always support you.
Just thought I would dedicate a portion to my friends. Without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. Thanks you all.
